Psycho died today. She hasn't been doing too good since the miscarriages. It looked like she was at first but she was just too old. I've had her for at least 12 years at my best guess and she was full grown when I found her. I know cats don't live as long in the wild so she might have used up some of her nine lives already by the time I found her but I was still hoping she'd live longer.
I watched her until she went to sleep last night then went to sleep myuself and at 7:30 am I was woke up by this strange sound . It was her. I picked her up in my arms and less than a minute later she was dead in my arms.
RIP baby . I'll miss you. All pain is over now.